So the Monday after I did the exhausion spread, I met this girl in one of my classes. We started talking and she is in the same boat as I am with money. Her parents can't cosign either so we is working two jobs. I got jealous of her because she has a job in a law firm and somehow manages to work two jobs while still having time to do all of her schoolwork and be active in a sorority.
She made me feel lazy. I felt that I wasn't doing enough. I felt inadequate. I thought that I should be able to balance everything like she does. That got me thinking. The lesson that I am learning in this time in my life is the Five of Rods. She may have already learned that lesson and is in a different stage of the Fool's journey than I am.
I like this idea and it actually helped my jealousy.
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