A New Beginning

Today, I finally updated all of my previous written journal entries about the internship and the past couple of months. Before I fully understood the story line of the past year, I was disappointed in the situation and disappointed in Tarot for having me believe so hard that I was going to get that internship. I started writing the Story Line and left it unfinished. I was waiting to get the internship, since I thought that was the end of the journey, before I finished the Story Line. However, that never happened and I couldn't understand and didn't want to understand for a little while. I did not have the summer I planned. I was lazy. I was detached. I didn't touch my Tarot cards for a while, either.

I want a new beginning, a fresh start. I want to move on from the past, but I do not want to forget that it is a part of me. However, I think that I fear that I will not be able to break away from the past and its heavy weight.

However, this new semester is a new beginning. I fought hard for this new beginning and I will not waste it; I will treasure it.